Work, Bills, Family, and Relationships, at 27 life is supposed to start unfolding and "making sense".... My life just seems to start getting more and more complicated and all I want to know is where the hell are my Instructions!?!
Now this is of course is my understanding of life, that once you reach a certain age everything starts to make sense.... Of course I know this to not actually be true, I know this from looking at my Parents and older siblings but I'm also still under an illusion that life hits a mark and it just "works".
My brain is the biggest jumble of what is and what isn't real life, more often than not I think on the real side but then I get hopelessly lost, like Alice falling down the rabbit hole.
I'm trying really hard to process all the thoughts in my head and phrase them in a way that makes sense not just to others but for myself... Hence this little project.
I'm going to attempt a kind of blog therapy, hopefully this will help my understanding of things and also help with some struggles....
It's kind of like the blog therapy John Watson was doing in Sherlock. of course my life in no where near as existing as his.
I feel like I made a ok start with this, now I just need to keep my progress going and this may help in the end... Or it could hinder me further but I'm staying optimistic about this, for now.